~MuSiC wOrLd~

finally most of the assignment and presentation finished already .juz left the accounting assignment and management presentation…gambadae ohh..

once assignment and presentation finish.then the most tention moment is around the corne——->FINAL EXAM…haizzz….this semester seems like pass so fast…review back what had i done during the whole semester….busy for assignments,test,quiz and blablabla….so far life is ok …but not as fun as i think …mayb i’m not living in the music environment…my dream not come true yet make me so miserable…haiz…

Lately,friend told me my weakness..let me mention it here …well…the situation is like that ..see the dialog below:

Me:do u have any experience in (topic that v talk about on that day)

A:secret

me:yer…waseh…dun want tell me loh…

Me:ok..nvm…i know everyone got their own secret..is ok if u dun want tell me….

the A start to comment on me …said i shouldn’t asnwer in this way ..will make the person so unhappy …..that person said other people also feel i got this problem ….but y when i talk with my ex-schmate they wont feel that leh ????is it culture not same ????haizzz…

haiz ..what is wrong to me leh????after this inccident..let me felt that my communication to others is so bad ….is people dun understand what am i talking about or my talking skill is really bad???haiz……

recently,cannot find really ‘ngam keng’ people in my Uni leh …y arrR???if want me everything keep in the heart ..that person is not me leh …let me feel so uncomfortable now …yohhh……i feel like wanna shout out now…people living in this world is so reality …i understand there is no any true friend in Uni anymore .We must know how to take care of ourself and have to be more careful when interact with other people…..

Not only that…with sis also got prob …according to feng shui book, dragon and dog really are enemy….this statement i have the proof d …i’m the good example now….sis and me…..haiz ….y everything v will quarel???no matter what v will quarrel also ….big or small matter will quarrel also ….really tired of it …..even if i keep quiet ..she will find thing to quarrel with me …y all these thing happened on me ????people and their sis can be so close but i’m not ..summore this sis is under one roof with me …..i feel so suffering and stress now …..

when all these thing can go far far away from me ????i dun wish any unhappy thing happen in my life anymore leh …..where is the happiness ??where is my happiness ????i felt that i seldom laugh recently…even smile also is a fake smile ..haizzz…..i lost myself again ….life is short,i must learn to enjoy my life …hope everything will become smoothly….God bless me …