Archive for December, 2005

16
Dec

dunno which road should i choose…

wow….finally i got the chance to on9 and post my blog.My cousins stay in my house for 2 weeks.Everyday use the PC play game.Now,i using it at midnight.hehe!!!

haha,time pass so fast .Christmas is coming.that’s mean the new year 2006 is coming too.OMG,is it a good news or a bad news for me???u know y??Coz,i havent decide wat to study..I’m still strunggle between Music and Mass Communication.Anyone can give me opinion??

I dunno which course is better for me and really good for my future life….HELP!!!!!Now, I have to think of the Stupid NS summore because i’m not in the 1st batch .very runsing lar.I juz hope dun in 3rd batch ,that’s enough…

I had ask some of the friends opinion ,most of them will ask me to study in form6.I think this is not my wish lar.I dun want waste my time to study in form 6.It is also very seksa for me …i dun want…i want to do something i like to do .

actually i like music a lot ….but i got no confident i will success in this field ..It is a really hard job.I like the orchestra and choir .I hope to be the conductor,performer for example singer ,pianist or others..I think i will very enjoy in this life .I hope this dreams will come true somedays…but i dunno when will it happen..haiz!!so sad!!coz i think malaysia is not the place for me to study and find job for this field…

02
Dec

前途茫茫

今天,終于可以寫blog了。SPM最終已遠離我了。兩年的‘辛苦’已告一段落。新生活還得立下新目標。在我腦海裏還是一片空白。始終,我還是不知該選擇如何的路。其實,心裏已有自己想讀的科係了。可是,難免心裏還會有些掙扎。不知是否該選這條路?老實說,這科總算是我蠻有興趣的。只可惜連我都不敢擔保我會擁有美好的前途。自小喜歡談鋼琴的我,對音樂就很感興趣。難免我會有些癡想和夢想讀音樂這科。我好喜歡交響樂團的那種生活及過程。我很喜歡對住樂器。說真的,我寧願對住樂器也不願對著書。我也不知道爲何會這樣,也須是對著書太悶了吧!

心理還是會很在意別人的看法及眼光。現在,很多人會問起將來的打算。我都不會很堅決和勇氣說要讀音樂。因爲我覺得他門聼后都會恍然大悟。也許他們覺得這不是一份前途錦綉的行列(也就是說不切實際)或認爲這是一份艱難的工認爲我無法達成。哎,爲何呢?

之前與一位朋友說過我的願望,結果,他卻説不要爲了自己的興趣而去選擇一個不切實際的工。聼完后,其實有點生氣。但是,人類還是有發言的權利。我也無法阻止。還是婉晴說得對,別在乎別人的眼光和話語。勇敢地去實現自己的夢想。可是,選后雖然是辛苦也沒得後悔,因爲畢竟這是自己選的路。怎樣都好也得走下去。婉晴謝謝你一番鼓勵的話。讓我重新振作。要睡覺了,待續!