~MuSiC wOrLd~

虽然在忙着准备考试的我也不忘让自己松懈。。。

只知道一旦假期到了，我就没车用了。。突然间就很想出去。。。

星期五晚上，约了Aaron 及丽群出去。以往都会是五个人同行的我们，结果却变了三人行。。没法啦，这也因为一个朋友去了澳洲念书，而另一个也回去吉打念书了。。原本是要到日本的千层蛋糕庆祝丽群的生日。结果，蛋糕吃不成就去看戏了。。那就是‘画皮’。。故事真的没让我有很大的惊喜。。不过出来还是值得的。。。因为有得程坐朋友的新车‘Vios’ 。。。哈哈。。这一天总算让我放轻松心情暂时把书搁一边。。

星期六晚上，简直是让我惊喜的一天。。。2005年圣母女中5SC2的我们又出山了。。那种大声说大声笑的时候又回来了。。今晚，看见了凯云，巧茹，秀婷，爱丝，丽玲，凯蕾，美琳及沁窈。。除了巧茹之外，其他的朋友都有正半年到一年没见面了。。真的好高兴看见他们。。晚上七点到Ong Kim Wee 的Satay Celup,在那儿吃了正一个小时半。。说了好多话。。一聊就是他们在本地大学的状况。。有闲聊了很多别人的事例如谁最令人讨厌啦。。谁有男朋友啦，谁结婚怀孕啦。。从‘钱不够用2’到‘家好月圆’在聊到‘命中注定我爱你’。简直就是有说不尽得话。。哈哈。。。这还不够。。蕾蕾还提议要去一个地方拍照。。。结果我们犹如马六甲两小时游，去了一个很有历史性的地方拍照。。那就是红屋大钟楼。。。坦白说我们还真的是第一次一起到哪儿拍照啊。。不知道的人，真的会误会我们是从外地来的。。我们一直拍个不停。。。从东拍到西从西拍到南。。除了拍照我们听到有人播歌，又唱起歌来了。。基本上都是邓丽君歌啦。。然后又高歌福建曲。。说真的只有和这班朋友会唱福建歌。。所以我们已决定下一次聚会一定要去GOGO唱歌。。真的是有说不出的喜悦。。。拍到时间也不早了，已是晚上十点半了。。驾车的我无法和他们一起去吃冰，唯有一路向北回家去了。。。这次的聚会真的很难得。。因为大家都能抽空时间出席，虽然没见面那么久了，大家的感情也不会因此而疏远。。我真得很珍惜这份友情。。。友谊万岁！！！！

Well, what a bad day I had on yesterday (friday). The 1st thing I met was mp3 stolen by an ‘IDIOT’ when I was taking my supplementary paper in exam hall. This is because I cannot brought in my bag to my sitting place. Last month, my bag was open by an ‘IDIOT’ when I was taking my final paper too. Luckily, I did not lost anything in that time. MMU can you please improve the security in the campus? I know that I should take out the important thing from my bag. I was careless because of I did not noticed the mp3 is inside my bag. Besides, I feel that MMU security have the responsibily to look after our belongings and notice the suspicious people in the campus. We should prevent before happen it. I had made a complaint to MMU. Hopefully I can get a satisfied answer from them.
The 2nd thing is I quarrel with her again. What did I do wrong?? When I was small, parents always told me must give way to her because her attitude is like this. I dare to say I always bully by her since i was younger than her. I give up all the chances for not quarrel with her. When I grow bigger, I told myself I do not allow people to take advantage on me. Once I meet any unfair matter, I will voice out. Just because of a laptop, we can quarrel also. 1 old PC and 1 new laptop at home. who don’t want to use the new thing?? Why always I have to sacrificed and use the PC?? Why must I let u use when i ‘m using halfway?? Why when u r using halfway, I cannot take it from u??why why why???Although I’m younger than you, seems like I always make the move to avoid the quarrel situation?? Perhaps I should move out, so that i will own a PC or laptop. I need not to share with her. The problem will be able to settle it. The main subject is not on the laptop, it is on your attitude. You will never know how badly your attitude is. Lets talk about my 3rd sister’s convocation. Mom need to attend sis’s convocation so she need to find someone to take care of grandma. Grandma cannot walk well since she was felt down months ago. There are 2 solutions, 1 is send her to my uncle’s house in KL or 1 of us must stay in the house to take care of her. Grandma is not willing to go to KL due to her own reason. I’m sorry to say that she is selfish sometime. May be she scare she will be bored staying in KL??I do not know the reasons…I wish to go to the convocation..but how??? Mom keep on thinking of relative to take care of her. Is better than I take care of her instead of put her in relative house. So ytd i told mom that I will stay at home and take care of her. Is it myself willing to do that?? I don’t have an accurate answer. I just thinking of grandma is old enough, as her grand daughter I should take care of her to reduce the burden of my mom. I can say don’t want to take care of but this prove that i am selfish. I am feeling hard to do that….so back to the person that I quarrel always…she juz think of putting grandma in uncle’s house is the best choice…did she ever said that she want to volunteer to take care of grandma?? I always thinking of FAMILY this words..what it meant exactly??What it mean to her ?? did she ever think that we are their family members?? can’t she take out some LovE to contribute in this family?? why her attitude always like this?? I am feeling sad of it….feel like crying sometime..y i have such sister appear in my life. I remember she told me that I always pretend to be a good person and she be the bad person…This sentence make me felt so dissapointed. Sometimes, there is no choices to have such decision. Perhaps she will never feel that because she do not have any LOVE in her heart. She is a cold blooded people and living in her own world. Seriously, I feel shy to have such sister in my life. Once her attitude does not change, I will never forgive what she did it to me last time.

上星期五在mahkota的PIKOM　ＦＡＩＲ做工。。。其实也是临时的决定。。。那么刚好星期四就和美萍说起这个PCＦＡＩＲ．．结果他就告诉我他有去那儿做工，而且还说我可以代替凯霞的位。。。就这样我答应了。。。。

这次可说是我身平第一次出来做工吧。。。三天真得很累。。站到脚都快要麻了。。老板还蛮好的。。我们每一天的两餐都满丰富的。。最后一天的晚餐是麦当呢。。。不过就是很不喜欢他只坐在那儿看着我们。。。也不帮忙。。。老伴就是老板。。。谁叫他是给我工钱的。。。唉。。

原以为五十令吉一天一算不错了。。怎知我得知别档既然是多过六十块一天。。。天啊。。。还真得觉得被骗的感觉。。。不过我们的公还算瞒简单的了。。就只须靠我的嘴巴推销ｍｐ３和ｍｐ４．．在这工作上，其实开心也有不开心。。。开心的是我又认识不同的人了。。。看到不同的东西。。。了解不同人的心态。。学习说话的技巧。。如何说服客人。。。。不开心则是我感觉到面对客人时总是在说一些谎话。。尤其是谈到价钱时。。。明明那样东西就没比普通价钱便宜那么多。。可是却骗了客人票高价来卖。。。唉。。。其实通常谈到价钱时我都会交由老板与客人洽谈。。。不过听了老板和客人的对话时，你自然而然会对另外一个客人说一样的话。。。心里其实真得很难受。。。不过我还是为了工作。。。也许这是一种手法来说服客人吧。。。无奈。。。。

辛苦了那么多天，最终我又病了。。。喉咙痛，发烧，伤风。。。全部来齐。。。唉。。真是再怀疑我工作那么辛苦是值得的吗。。。不过我还是没后悔。。因为这也能激发到我须努力用攻读书考取好成绩，找到一份好工。。。。。。。。。。。

自从星期二起，我一连续熬了许多个夜。。我好讨厌这个学期，许多功课及考试。真得好累好累啊。。这个学期的我都独来独往。。有时和这班朋友，有时和那班朋友。。时间其实过得好充实。。。不过偶尔都会觉得空虚，以前总是和shery几丽琪一块儿吃饭上课。。现在的我都是与不一样的朋友一起共餐。。感觉到我们三人的感情疏远了。。我开始已要脱离他们的感觉。。大家的感情并不像以往的亲密了。。也许是上课时间不一样了吧。。下学期，一定很难见面了。。因为我与他们都以不一样科系了。。见面的机会将是少只又少。。。有时很羡慕艾芳及云凤，那种出双入队，互相帮忙的精神真是让我佩服。。有时得我还蛮期盼能找到一个知几就像他们一样。。你忘了东西有人提醒你。。你遇到了 困难有人帮你。。那种感觉真得很温馨。。独来独往的我，最终忘了那result slip…结果我要去拿是已截止日期了。。重印的话，须付十令吉。。真是会赚钱的大学。。。不过我不打算印。。因为朋友告诉我，因四年的只需十令吉。。。

这几天真是忙得不可开交。。不只是学业上的，而且还是活动上的。。。第二届多媒体大学话语词曲创作赛就在明天八时引爆了。。真得好期待。。辛苦了数月，真得好像知道结果是如何。。。很高兴认识到这班朋友。。他们就是那么的不一样。。。大家都那么爱音乐，一起唱歌，谈乐器，一起哈拉，一起凹。。哈哈。。就因为这个活动，我多了个弟弟。。他就是仲毅。。就因为彼此同姓，所以成为姐弟了。。还记得当初他叫我春薇姐。。结果其他的朋友都这样叫我了。。。就连主席敬荣，大我两年的建纶也这样叫我啊。。。天啊。。感觉上真得好老啊。。。因为在家中我都是最小的。。怎知被人叫姐,还真得有些不惯的。。不过和他们在一起，就是有说不出的快乐。。感觉很亲切。。一点都不陌生。。大家可以无忧无虑的开玩笑。。最可怜的是颖芝，每次都被人说他很矮。。哈哈。。不过他一点都不介意。。还会和我们疯成一团。。哈哈。。真是高兴。。。和他们在一起时，我不需掩饰自己，可做会原本的春薇。好自在啊。。。待续。。。。